Mag-Filipino Tayo

Ito na ata ung kauna-unahan kong blogpost na isinalin sa wikang Filipino. Nakakahiya mang aminin, laging salitang Ingles ang ginagamit kong 'media' pagdating sa pagsusulat. Bakit? Naimpluwensyahan ata ako ni Bob Ong. Oo nga naman, panu yung ibang mga tao na hindi nakak-intindi ng Ingles? Pano na yung mga sinulat ko, na ang karamihan pa naman ng gusto kong makabasa ay mga Pilipino? Ayos. Baka, pagkatapos kong isulat ang blogpost ko na to, gawaran din ako ni PGMA ng pagiging makabayan gaya ni Francis M. (RIP).

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Blow the Candle and Make a Wish: The Saddest Birthday in 2 Decades

I'M A LOSER.

Those were the words which came up in my mind upon hearing the disapproval of the superior to my permission to have a birthday celebration. The process was tough. Swift but difficult. Extremely depressing.

February 19, 2009 - my 20th birthday. Fresh and young. Early 20s. No longer a girl, but not yet a woman according to Spears. However, things aren't changed due to that fact. They claimed I'm still immature, no brain and a stupid little girl whom they've always know. There was already a plan. Almost 30 persons were invited, including 12 blockmates from my section, 2 close friends, 12 recent colleagues. Everything was cancelled in just a snap.

She told me I was boastful for having a BIG party. She said I was an inconsiderate child. She said I have no affection for them. She said I was thick-headed. She said I was selfish. She said I was just like somebody else - A different person with no passion for the love for a family.

Those words kept repeating in my mind. Torturing my emotional and mental thinking each time I close my eyes to sleep. It's like a rock music filling my empty room. DAMN. I couldn't sleep, though I tried so hard.

And yes. I'm a LOSER. I realized how pathetic I am for being what I am.